Chapter 1: Stranger on the Road
Overview
A veteran takes a posting that promises comfort and one last taste of real operations. The men he works with don't share his hunger for it. The country around him doesn't seem to be at war. He can't tell if this is a big opportunity or a dead end.
Training in Kenya
On January 15, 2019, Chris trains at a range near Nairobi. He's a British liaison officer and a longtime 22 SAS member. He works with his Glock 19 and a suppressed C8 rifle. He runs the 1-5 drill, firing fifteen shots at three targets against a shot-timer. He moves through the grid of fire, running between cones and shooting from each position. He volunteered for Kenya to see field operations. He hoped to face al-Shabaab.
Faith and Communion
He grew up wanting the Parachute Regiment and joined at sixteen. He has believed in God since he was young, though his relationship with the church has been complicated. In Iraq, after his first killing, a padre gave him Communion. It brought him peace. The padre told him it was the closest he had ever come to God.
Simon
Driving past the Ngong Hills, he sees Simon, a 43-year-old in a beige safari suit. Against military protocol, he offers him a lift. Simon talks nonstop. He tells Chris they were born in the same year and month. He shows a double-pointed knife, twelve to fourteen inches long, that he carries for demons or evil spirits. He asks to be dropped at a village. As he leaves, he says, "Creeze, may God bless you many times this day," then disappears. Thirty hours later, Chris wonders if Simon was an angel, a message from God, or just coincidence.
Key Takeaways
- Chris's skill with a weapon and his belief in God are not in conflict. They are the same thing to him.
- He volunteered for Kenya wanting to meet al-Shabaab. His religion doesn't stand apart from violence. It lives right inside it.
- The peace that came after his first killing, delivered by a padre with Communion, suggests a faith that forgives war rather than objecting to it.
- Chris never figures out whether Simon was a messenger or a coincidence. He just lives with that question.
Key concepts: Chapter 1: Stranger on the Road
Chapter 1: Stranger on the Road
Training in Kenya
- Chris trains at a Nairobi range on January 15, 2019
- He is a British liaison officer and longtime 22 SAS member
- He runs the 1-5 drill with Glock 19 and suppressed C8
- He volunteered for Kenya to see field operations and face al-Shabaab
Faith and Communion
- He grew up wanting the Parachute Regiment and joined at sixteen
- He has believed in God since young, though church relationship is complicated
- In Iraq, after his first killing, a padre gave him Communion
- The padre said it was the closest he had ever come to God
Encounter with Simon
- Driving past Ngong Hills, he sees Simon in a beige safari suit
- Against protocol, he offers Simon a lift
- Simon shows a double-pointed knife for demons or evil spirits
- Simon says 'Creeze, may God bless you many times this day' and disappears
Chris's Inner Conflict
- He can't tell if this posting is a big opportunity or a dead end
- The men he works with don't share his hunger for operations
- The country around him doesn't seem to be at war
- Thirty hours later, he wonders if Simon was an angel, a message, or coincidence
Key Takeaways
- Chris's skill with a weapon and belief in God are not in conflict
- His religion doesn't stand apart from violence; it lives inside it
- The peace after his first killing suggests a faith that forgives war
- He never figures out if Simon was a messenger or coincidence













